*Prior to mention, following conversation occurred no intention to offend any religion. The guy was really too over-reacting and enthusiasm for his religion. Quite unfortunate with him, I’m such a person who like to fool around with those religious mania, moreover, it is been an ages since the last time I bull shitting and so I grasped the chance having a talk, rap off my perspective, probably I can learn something from him too..Who knows?

A: “Do you believe in God.”
X: “No, I don’t. I only believe to myself.”

A: “Why? Do you know if you choose to believe in goD, your sin will be forgiven?”
X: “Everyone has Sin…If I rob and kill someone later, then pleading for my sin to be forgiven, do you think is possible?”

A: “………..” “But if you do something bad to harm people, you will undoubtedly go to hell once you die.”
X: “You still haven’t answer my question. Will my sin be forgiven?”
A: “God will forgive you if you choose to believe him.”
X: “But I thought you just say if I render someone in harm, I might go to the hell?! Don’t you think this is definitely paradox with what you had told me?”
A: “…………….”

X: “Yet, have u ever die before? How do you know we will go to hell or heaven after the death?”
A: “God tell me that.”
X: “Neither you and I ever die before. We don’t understand the feeling! But I only know the feeling of hunger in this current life if I have no money in my pocket. In order to survive, you must engage in “fighting”. In the realistic world or so called world of business, there is no sin existed, the only way to defeat your opponent, what we required is killer instinct, KILL THEM and EAT THEM.”

A: “My goodness, you have a lot of Sin, don’t you afraid?”
X: “Afraid? What is afraid?! I don’t know how it feels since ages ago. To be frank, if you keep on thinking about what you so called God. You might live in fear, everyday, fearing that you have Sin, and you needed to be forgiven. I only believe in surviving, conquering and enjoying luxury life. If you like to enjoy life with Sin, be my guest.”

A: “You know what, you will be slaying with fire once you down to the hell or you want to go to heaven? (He is getting mad, I assume with his tone of speaking, seems like cursing me. >.<’’ )
X: “Assuming if there are hell and heaven exist, I prefer go to the hell.

A: “What? Why ?!?!”
X: “If you never been through sadness before, how are you going to appreciate and understand the value of happiness? It is like a drug, if you live in happiness today, slowly you will get used to it. The next day, absolutely you will required more volume of happiness, because the one you enjoyed yesterday already reached your satisfaction level, you need more in order to achieve next level of Happiness! Hence, your so called happiness today might lose its meaning, and I’m pretty sure that in the future you are easily get hurt by just a small matter.”
A: “………….”

X: “Let me ask u a question, do you know Satan”
A: “Yes, yes, he is an evil!”
X: “No, you are wrong! In “John”, Satan is actually a prosecutor who sits as a judge instead of which you had told me -- the Evil…Look, you don’t even prepare properly for your homework before come to educate me with your religion.”

Until this point, I guess he already gave up communicate with me and just walked away. In the meantime, I was thinking ruminatively “am I over-reacted too to educate him with my realistic perspective?”

Everyone has their own “ruler” as their method of measurement, you can’t expect everyone to comply with your thought and often stand with the absolute chance to be the Right one.

However, ultimately (no more fairy tales and come back to realistic), I still insisted with my thought. Any MAN who believe in Karma, Forgiven, Happiness I classified you as coward. Do always remember this rule “A sheep have no right to forgive the tiger who had just eaten him; Only the Conqueror have the right to say so.”

>>> When the night comes into silent, messy thoughts roving in my mind. They are broken, as pieces, a puzzle, which needed to be arrayed in order to fix the big picture that belongs to my past and the present. To seek clarification that who I was, who I am and who I want to be.

>>>Who am I??------------------------------------------> I’m Spiderman (LMAO!)[Quoted from seah: No wonder until now you still empty, everyday so playful, never be serious, how to success?!]

>>> A real life Magician or so-called Illusionist already get used to his audience responding him with a primitive “hmphhhh????”, subsequent with a “wowww!!!!”

>>>Loves sparks, not ready for a relationship.


>>>When I was young, I don’t believe old people saying that they might be able to see what is in our mind. But when I’m getting older, I feel like standing at the peak of the hill, and now I believe.

>>>Seriously devoted all my time into substance research about the hypnosophy.

>>>Xeno was born in 26th April 2003 (why this date? Another story )

>>>Don’t love a man who is pursuing a big career, u might get hurt.

>>>It may come to a time, a man may ask himself Life of Happiness or a Life of Meaning will be his final destination. Both? No, it couldn’t be done, they are completely 2 different path. A truly happy man must live absolutely in the present, no thought what has gone, and no thought of lives ahead. Contrary, Life of Meaning, the man is condemned to wallow in the past and obsessed to their future, indulgence is forbidden and emotion must be kept beyond. What is yours?

>>>There are so many people concerning what I up to right at this moment. Here you go! I’m creating devils in the hell, cultivating angels in heaven, hovering in between them, looking for the right time, to launch them altogether.

>>>Dislike peoples spending their days pursuing idle castigation. Some succumbing to indolence and apathy, live aimless lives when young, blame the fate when old. They are all just rubbish in my eye. Forgive my arrogant, but I would have still saying that even though of their eldership.

>>> Never win with the words but with action.

>>>Xeno Slogan I – Never surrender to any obstacles until the last breath.
Xeno Slogan II – Never compromise with the Universal rule, notion and circulation.